Yesterday, the
wind blew at me from the south, whipping my hair straight behind me, making my
walk to the car at the end of a long day feel like a resistance workout. My
flapping shirt and the swaying tree branches, the muffled roar as I got into
the car and shut the door, all reminded me that we are always in motion.
Sitting for
hours grading papers, going through a full Monday of teaching three classes,
posting midterm grades, talking with students, being in my usual routine, I
felt only time pass and deadlines get closer. On days like that, I can forget—and
usually do—that we are on this huge orb that is moving very quickly on its
axis, that this orb is at the same time whipping through space.
The power of the
wind, though, made the movement real, present. And the movement reminded me of
the consistency of impermanence. Everything is changing all the time. We are
literally in a different place every moment, whether or not we see it. And,
yes, we are at a different moment in time, too.
While this realization
of constant change often fills with me with a yearning to hold on, the
recognition can also be comforting, especially in difficult times. And
sometimes it enables me to be right here, right now and to really, truly
inhabit this moment.
A mandala created by UUs of all ages in our fellowship hall at UUCUC on Sunday, after a thought-provoking service titled "Practice Impermanence." |